thought something so simple would be the reason why I fail at relationships (heavy emphasis on the PHAIL part.)
Apparently I fail to make women feel secure. I'm the reason that all my past relationships have gone south because
I lack the natural ability to make women feel secure. If this is a thing of machoness then that's not being fair in my
justification. I'm a naturally skinny guy by default. My metabolism is set to "never gain weight and look like a 2010 Olsen twin"
Something I have no immediate control over. Therefore not feeling secure because mayhaps I'm waaaay skinny (too skinny if you ask me)
is just downright selfish and rather shallow if you ask me. I may be skinny but I guarantee I can put up a fight. At least enough
for someone to feel secure. I mean my dad spent years watching and imitating Bruce Lee films from his 19's to his 40's.
I'm sure I'm bound to have picked up some of his "kung fu hustle" somewhere in those genetics. :p Anyways I fail to make women
feel secure. This is the third time I've heard it. And recently. So it makes me wonder...Why is it that whomever I dated
feels so insecure around me? Is it because I'm tall? I like art? I'm rather kept to myself sometimes? Its none of those.
Its the simple fact that the one's accusing me of not feeling "secure" are the ones who have the security issues themselves. I'm not
saying that I'm perfect and all built to god's perfection (psh) in fact I'm the farthest thing. But if you don't feel secure around me
I think you're just intimidated by the fact that I am the way I am. Not very often you meet a white washed black person.
But its also not very often that you hear that you don't make someone feel secure either. :/ Unless you're me and out there in the dating world.
I think this is the key to why I'm single. Women don't feel secure around me and yet I have no idea how or what the fuck I'm doing wrong to make
them feel this way. I wish dating/understanding women had an easy button sometimes. It would just make my life easier at the end of the day.
But knowing my luck the damn button would be broken or be mislabeled or something along those lines.
I hate every single one of you.
Stay up.
I also can't remember the stupid fucking password or which email my blogger is attached too. :/ Go me.
