Instant noodles...

Is what I'm forced to eat. I fear I'm getting terribly sick...my throat feels like its closing up and its been bothering me like crazy. So I'm now eating Maruchan instant noodles to hopefully help ease the soreness of my throat. I don't want to get sick. I don't need to be. Blah. But I don't feel good at all. Thank goodness we have a three day vacation thing coming up. I need to find something to do though...Maybe I'll take the time to catch up on work or something? Maybe I'll be in bed sick like. I don't know...I need more instant noodles though. Hahaha. Damn I don't feel good. Not at all. Blah. Oh well at least I didn't get super sick [[just jinxed myself.]] because the flu has been going around like crazy...Hopefully I didn't catch it from one of the various teachers who seem to be sick at our school as well...I hope not. Its only sorta bothering me so we'll see what happens tomorrow and how I feel. Might not go to school though....Anyways yeah I'm really cold as well...I seriously do think there is something wrong with me because I'm wearing pants, shorts underneath them, a shirt and well I'm fully dressed. I should be hot and sweaty like it is usually at my house but I'm sitting here freezing my ass off...Damn this sucks....Need more noodles....want more noodles. Hahaha. This whole tagging incident still has me kinda on edge. We'll see what happens though.

Oh well sometimes it happens.

Damn I don't feel good at all.
Don't think I'll be going out this weekend. Blah. Or maybe I will. Kinda want to check out this RAZ Paz thing or whatever it is that has Kim all excited. But if I don't get any better then I'm not going.

Now if you'll excuse me I'm going to go make some more noodles. Maybe the ones with the shrimp?

Stay up.

Tagging and shit I swear art is going to be the death of me....

So apparently there's blame going around of some "gang related taggings" appearing on buses. Naturally everyone would think to look towards the artist right? Funny thing about it is. I didn't do shit. I'm innocent. I think they're going to get my friend Kool-aid though because well they seem to have it out for him. He's the first one people are coming to and blaming. So yeah he might get the blame. Which would suck because well it just would. The simple fact that I blame the youth of today for this little mishap. Gang related taggings....shame. Anyways since he's probably going to end up getting blamed for this I don't really have much to worry about. I'm innocent and all of that so we'll see what happens...But Him...they blame is going to get put on him hard. Which is kinda messed up because other people from other schools have to ride the buses as well right? So what makes them think that it wasn't one of them y'know? Why do the kids from our school automatically get blamed? Sure there was that incident where all the "taggers" were getting caught at our school...But I mean that doesn't mean that everone at tech is a tagger. Tagging isn't even my thing. I'd prefer to express myself in drawings rather than simple scribbles over territory and other shit. Things that people are willing to kill over just because of the wrong name, race, or color. Yes something so innocent like color is whats killing people today as well...Anyways I swear arts going to be the death of me for real....Hopefully Kool-aid won't get blamed for all of this nonsense and hopefully all this will blow over. I don't know. I don't care. I know whats true and all of that. So its me against them. Although this should be interesting because some people are weak minded people and crack under pressure. Whats also interesting is that the driver is now going to place blame for all of the taggings on that individual. Which means if they do declare Kool-aid as the "culprit" then that means he gets blamed for the one's he didn't do as well as the others that have been noticed. Isn't it great how the system works? Sarcasm to the max. Anyways we'll see what happens...It should all come to head in the next few days or so....Its just damn I'm kinda worried because I just so happened to be in one of the "spots" at the wrong time I guess. We'll see though. We'll see....

No art this time because I'm in a serious crunch to get my shit together now. Plus its been a while since I've been able to draw anything. I've been neglecting and rejecting my pencil. So I seriously need to get out of this art block and get cracking to shirt designs. Waco is in less than a week and yeah...The pressure is on.

Its just this whole tagging thing has got me on edge...Have they even thought to consider the fact that maybe it was one of those little kids that did it? I mean they were on the bus before we were and they had stuff like cellphones and stuff. What the hell is a little kid [[no older than the age of 7]] doing with a freaking cellphone? I can't even afford to keep mine on and I wasn't even allowed to have one till I was at least in the the 7th grade. Kids these days have it so easy. For real...

Oh well we'll see what happens. Blame is already going around and people are pointing fingers at Kool-aid. So yeah we'll see what happens. Hope he doesn't get blamed for it though and hopefully all this shit blows over....

I need to draw...

Oh and yesterday was very interesting. For real. Made some leway in pretty much everything and yeah stuff seems to be getting back to normal...I got verbally bitch slapped by Kim yesterday. First one I've gotten. It was pretty harsh. Made me seem like a horrible person. But it also made me open my eyes and see that I spend most of my time wallowing in my own pitty and I shouldn't be that way...A slap of reality is all that it takes I guess to make you realize that you need to change. Still was a little harsh. Hahaha. I didn't know how to take it though because I was left speechless. Seemed like she'd been holding it in for the longest time and finally decided to let it out. Hah.